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however, and I was v●ery happy and dreamed many dreams.It w▓as hard to find a place where on▓e could d

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ream in peace; there were girls▓ everywhere jabbering bad French; but▓ I found a delightful place—under

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the dini▓ng-table! I was a very morbid ●child with many imaginary sorrows, and it was ▓a great relief

man not b

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to me to write jour▓nals and pour out my woes to these safe confi●dants.Every scrap of paper was sec●ured and kept in my pocket, for a●t that day we had a large, capacious pocket i●n every frock, so that I had stores of pa●per, and when the outside world was too hard and▓ unfeeling, I watched my chance wh●en no one was near, and slipped to my qu●iet retreat under the big horseshoe dining-●table, with its white

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cloth ▓which swept the floor, and wrot▓e and wrote until my griefs were assuaged, th▓en rolled up my treasure and returned to the out●er world refreshed.When the man●uscript became too bulky I buried it in● the garden under the pettis p▓orum bushes.This I kept up for years,▓ and in that way I buried my sorrows. In▓ the early spring mamma wrote to madame{13▓4} and asked that she would selec▓t and buy our spring and summer things, s▓ending her a liberal check for the● purpose.This delighted madame, and she bough●t and had made for us clothes that I▓ could not abide and refused to wear at fi●rst.A straw bonnet trimmed wi●th blue ribbons and a curl of● straw around the front is a● nightmare to me still.It wa●s just like an old lady’s bonnet in the▓ sixties, and tied under the chin; but, as soo●n as that was done the bonnet fell● back off of my head, and in orde●r to keep it on at all I had to kee●p my left hand clapped on the back▓.Then the frock was a purple-and-white ●delaine, stripes of purple flowers on a white▓ ground.This was made with a f▓ull waist buttoned at the back, what was ca▓lled “half high neck,” and had a ve●ry full deep frill around it of cotton la●ce! Oh, how I hated it! And when we were dressi▓ng for church the first time I was to● wear it, I cried and stamped and s●aid I would never wear it, and ●poor Della was in despair, not knowing● what madame would do if she heard me. S●he said: “Look at me, Bessie.My dr●ess is just like yours and I am▓ not saying a word.” I answered: “Yo●u never do say a word.If you like i▓t you can wear it, but I’m no▓t going to.{135}” And so it went on unti●l madame’s voice was heard, call▓

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